I have tried to write this post for the last few days, but nothing. I do not know what to say. For the first time in my 34 years of existence. I have nothing to say! All I have today is a feeling! A feeling of emptiness! Nothingness! A Deep sense of "I can not do this any-more". I have no tears. I have no advise! I have nothing but my faith! Faith! A faith that I don't know how to describe any more... Faith... How much of faith I am not sure... But somewhere deep within me I have this little speck of a thing telling me, "God knows, hang in there". So even thou I have nothing to say, I pray that a faith smaller then a mustard seed will be enough.
This blog is essentially about my grieving process, but occasionally I just write about how I process life and Faith! I hope this will help someone!