This blog is essentially about my grieving process, but occasionally I just write about how I process life and Faith! I hope this will help someone!
Friday, 29 May 2015
Nothing left to sow
I have always been a firm believer in. "What you sow, you
will reap", and so I have always given my best to all circumstances even
if my best wasn't so great. I always believed that the harvest will be better
than the seed and that the harvest will sustain the seed. In other words, “if I
continue to do my best, things will get better”.
Today I feel exhausted... like I have
nothing left to give. It feels like someone or something came in when I wasn't
paying attention and burned down the entire crop.
How will I survive this? This is the worst feeling ever...
There I go again… Feeling sorry for myself…
I hate it when I do this... I guess the questions remain.What am I going to do about this? What can I do
about this?
I guess the same thing I have been telling
others to do in similar circumstances... Trust the Lord! The Psalmist says in
Psalm 27:13, "In this I have confidence, that I will see the goodness of
the Lord in the land of the living" or something like that. So even when I
have nothing left to sow I will trust the Lord to provide the rain that will
revitalize my soul.
I HOPE I GET THIS RIGHT!
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