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Enjoy the Moments

Today a month ago you were taken from us. Some say, "God only takes the best." I say, "why give you to me in the first place; if only to rip you from my arms." I cannot explain the pain I feel today. My heart is torn-a-part, my soul is aching. Every part of who I am longs to see your smile, to hear you call to me... to see you enjoy the moments that life offered you.

And so even thou I cannot understand why you were given only to be taken... I will learn a lesson from your short life... I will enjoy the brief moments of joy... of laughter... few as they might be. I pledge to you my boy, "Daddy will find a moment every day just to smile."



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  1. Jenny Hillebrand7 May 2015 at 11:09

    Roger, it is so brave of you to share. May God bring healing and hope to you and your family. Praying for you.

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  2. Unknown7 May 2015 at 21:17

    (Hugs)

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  3. Unknown7 May 2015 at 21:22

    Love you! Always remember that!

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  4. Unknown8 May 2015 at 00:08

    My heart aches for you and all I can offer is hope that the pain of your loss eases and the memories stay strong. xo

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  5. Unknown8 May 2015 at 10:17

    May God continue to strengthen you. You're very brave and strong.

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